Wednesday, 5 December 2012

I hope you more understand ;)

You still don't understand me, do you? All you know is just a little part. I won't ask for more. I just want to stay besides you and hold your hand. I'm stupid, I'm silly. It's too late to feel regret. I knew that I cant turn back anymore and I knew I cant see you anymore. It's all my fault, I'm sorry. I'm stupid because I didn't say out at that moment and now I apologize we both are too stupid because of our self-esteem. We are down because of missing each other. We both are too stupid because of loving each other. So we have been crying for a day long. You and I are so silly. Please consider again. We've gone through so many suffers till now, please consider again, as you'll regret. It's all my fault, I'm sorry. Why am I feeling this way? Am I a pervert ?

Tuesday, 4 December 2012

I just confused and I just want to know~

I don't remember since when... My thoughts are confusing just because of you, my heart getting nervous because I MISS YOU SO MUCH. I've told myself that maybe I'm thinking too much, I keep on teeling myself about this but seems this is unreasonable. Is this love??? If you are just like me? So is this the starting? My heart keep saying that I LOVE YOU. It's just like telling the whole world. Why do you can only hear by now? We're fated to meet each other, even I want you to understand me now... I can only let you feel by your heart. I'm in your heart. Just like you're in my heart maybe we're used to be with each other.

Saturday, 6 October 2012

with Nik Qalisha ♥ ‏

Assalamulaikum,  hello my readers :)

open house rumah Nurul Hikmah ~

Tuesday, 21 August 2012

Happy Eid Day.

Assalamulaikum, hello :D

Happy Eid Day, maaf zahir dan batin. I'm sorry if I made any mistakes. I'm not perfect, I made mistakes, I hurst people, but when I say sorry, I actualy mean it. I'm so lucky as your friends, you are very special to me. Please take care yourself even without me.Hope your career more success from someone no meant for you.  I must enjoy with my life. It's takes a REALLY long time to forget about you. Live must go on though without you. It's easy to forgive, but impossbile to forget. 

Friday, 10 August 2012

I 'm really stressed out.

Assalamulaikum, hai :)

How can you do this to me?! What If you were in my place how do you feel? I was faithful to you but you not fair to me! How could you lie me?! I trusted you with all my heart. And you let me down. I will try to forget you. . I fell like I must have know you in another life. Cause I felt this deep connection when you looked in my eyes. All the memories that we're losing. All the time that I spent with you everdays, I think it's running down the drain. I try to tell you to stop but you would not stop! I have erase your phone number and your text message. I'm sorry but I have to do this. What If you were me? A person loves you like friend. You lover like that person. Your act's like you don't exist. In front your lover you will say you lover her but behind her back you will make fun of her. Don't say you love her when you dont love her at all. You have make a lot of mistake. I will always remember our sweet times together. I was disspointed when you did that to me. You were more believe someone else than me. I'm tired of all of this. It's enough, too painfull. I can't go on. Let me have my own breathing space. Don't come back. Go away, just go away and never let me see you again. Leave me alone, I just need my time and space. Life must go on though without you. How I can trust you. You never honest. So how? Don't say sorry if you still doing the same mistakes. Thank you for disspointing me. Crying for him? I waste mine tears. You're never good enough and you'll never know why. I'm sad because I'm tired of pretending to be happy when I'm not. Missing you makes me feel so stupid. I think I should stop hoping and move one. How to delete bad history from out mind? Who I am in your eyes? Althrough, we are not a couple but we can still be friends.